The song I would like to share with everyone tonight is "Invisible Man - 98 degrees". It's an old song, but a memorable one. This is one of the songs, I would keep in my playlist and ipod to hear when I'm feeling down.

But listening to this song, reminds me of the crushes I used to have. I'm commenting from a ladies point of view. Being to invisible to the one you love, is truly painful. Yet, we want them to be happy with their loved ones. Deep down inside, we yearn to be The One for them but it seems like it's not meant to be.

One day, I hope I would really fall in love and meet my destined One. Then, maybe I can share a beautiful christmas with my other half holding hands while walking in the snow.

So, here I am sharing the song with you tonight. Hope you enjoy...

Oh, oh, oh, yeah

You can hardly wait to tell all your friends
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes your heart skip a beat
Everytime he walks by


And if you're feeling down
He'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when you're making love
He's everything you been dreaming of, oh baby


I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


You probably spend hours on the phone
Talking 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter what the conversation
Just as long as he calls


Lost in a love so real, and so sincere
And you'll wipe away other's tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears


I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


I see you all the time baby
Huh, the way you look at him
I wish it was me, sweetheart
Boy, I wish it was me
But I guess...


I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


Oh, oh, oh, oh baby
The invisible man
You don't see me girl
But I love you
Yes, I love you
The invisible man
Oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah
The invisible man
Baby, baby, baby, yeah
The invisible man

Gniliamil signing off. Nitez ~

Maybe I should stop trying to be so nice... I am really fed up of being taken advantage of. Yes, I wish to do my very best in everthing I do. Perfectionist...is it wrong? Nothing seems to be really predictable nowadays, sometimes it's UP and sometimes it's DOWN. I'm bursting with fear inside...yet I can tell no one. I need to fight my demons myself.

Right now, I'm listening to Corinne Bailey Rae's - Put Your Records On. (this song really depicts my feelings at the moment)

Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sunburnt and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the roadside,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Got to love that afro hair do.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

'Twas more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer?
Do what you want to.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Oh, you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow 

There is much to learn...I have to tread every step very carefully. I feel like letting my hair down...  and just go with my heart. I want to learn more...but the more I take the harder I may seem to fall. Hearing to this song... it expresses my true feelings. Let's see what the future holds...