I know that I have never mentioned my penchant for beautiful cars. But, I really adore beautiful cars. Currently, I love the Audi R8 – totally a hottie! That day, I was out with my colleagues when the conversation suddenly turned to cars.

When I mean cars, I am talking about those lovely powerful machines that hum beautifully. Although I have to sorely admit, I am horrible when it comes to the car specs.

Tell me anything about the car specification and I would have to stay dumb the entire time.

Audi R8 – my dream car. I wonder how much it cost to have one. There is no way I can afford one in this lifetime. Unless, I marry some kind of billionaire or multi-millionaire which is highly unlikely – so, you would be asking me to stop dreaming. Seriously, how can any ordinary people own one of these beauties. Trust me, I know because I did some serious calculations.

Have you seen the curves of this beauty? I’ll have you know I would be drooling for this beauty over a man anytime. Just having to run my hands over this car… would give me a thrill. To me it’s like running my fingers over the muscled beauty of a man, oh… it’s giving me a certain high just thinking about it. (get your mind our of the gutter!)

I would love to wonder how it feels like to drive this beauty. To have it bend to my whims and fancy. Just to bring it around the curve with ease…feel the power humming inside this beauty. What it feels like to unleash the beast locked inside this cool looking beauty. Driving it around highway…I should be crazy in love with my car.

Feeling the adrenalin rush when I speed down the highways, oh… not to mention the humming sound that come with it. Goodness, I would love to have a feel of that. When I do bring my ‘babe’ to the highlands…I’ll wind down the window and have music blaring though it might annoy some other drivers. Maybe not then…

I won’t hesitate to kiss my car goodnight too.

Damn… I have to so stop fantasizing about cars.

Did I mention I also have a serious fetish on car lights? It’s like women with shoes – hey, I am a shoe-holic too. High heels to be exact. Back to the topic on cars, I totally love the lights on this beauty. Like people always say, eyes are the windows to a person’s soul. Well, car lights are the same for me. I love the way this beauty sparkle, the way the eyes (car lights) looks back at me.

Haha… I still remember my colleague was joking with me – he suggested that I should just buy the front portion of the car…and put it up in my room. So, I admire the car lights on at time when I sleep. It’s a good idea, if I can actually afford it. Somehow, I think it'll look lovely in my room. Sweet dreams every night.

I know I'm mumbling...But, hey what the heck, I love my cars... So, just let me live with it!

Gniliamil signing off.

OMG….it’s been like a really long time since I wrote a blog. I am really bad at updating blogs. Okok… I’ve got to confess I’m currently obsessed with fanfics. Yeah…it’s an obsession.

I really admire these people with their imagination and writing skills. Man, you guys should really try your hands at script-writing. If you don’t already know what I’m talking about – Fanfics are stories that created by fans from drama series. Yeah…we are kinda mad. But hey I love being mad about drama – especially Korean dramas and Taiwan dramas. (even more so, if the protagonist are really hot and cute <wink>)

Oh…I’m just drooling over those lovely oppas. Can you believe that these guys can actually look this good? I’ve gotta really hand it the Ko-Jap. They are really drop dead gorgeous. Gosh…I am gushing like a high school girl.

I’m pretty picky with my fanfics though….only happy endings for me. Yes, I’m a hopeless romantic at heart but a realist in real life. Yes…ouch, reality does sting.

Beware though…spoilers for those whom have not watch BoF or any of the dramas.

The current craze for my fanfic sites can be found below:

1. Lovers Unparalleled (mainly consist of BoF fanfics especially Soeul mates- my fave)
2. Fanfic,net (another interesting site…just need to navigate around)

Any websites you might want to suggest? I am totally game for new refreshing new stories.

If you’re new at fanfics, you can google the sites above. They are packed with loads of good stuff. If you’ve got a sweet tooth, some of the stories can really give you a toothache. Yeah. I know, I’m a sucker for romance and lovey-dovey stories with a tinge of humor. Yes…this is the way I like it - my perfect way to spice things up. <wink>

So, girls give it a try. I’m thinking of writing my own fanfic too. Hope I have enough will to finish one.

Goodnight people. I’m pooped.

Oya suminasai. Nitez~

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The song I would like to share with everyone tonight is "Invisible Man - 98 degrees". It's an old song, but a memorable one. This is one of the songs, I would keep in my playlist and ipod to hear when I'm feeling down.

But listening to this song, reminds me of the crushes I used to have. I'm commenting from a ladies point of view. Being to invisible to the one you love, is truly painful. Yet, we want them to be happy with their loved ones. Deep down inside, we yearn to be The One for them but it seems like it's not meant to be.

One day, I hope I would really fall in love and meet my destined One. Then, maybe I can share a beautiful christmas with my other half holding hands while walking in the snow.

So, here I am sharing the song with you tonight. Hope you enjoy...

Oh, oh, oh, yeah

You can hardly wait to tell all your friends
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes your heart skip a beat
Everytime he walks by


And if you're feeling down
He'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when you're making love
He's everything you been dreaming of, oh baby


I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


You probably spend hours on the phone
Talking 'bout nothing at all
It doesn't matter what the conversation
Just as long as he calls


Lost in a love so real, and so sincere
And you'll wipe away other's tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears


I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


I see you all the time baby
Huh, the way you look at him
I wish it was me, sweetheart
Boy, I wish it was me
But I guess...


I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine
Telling me more than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man
Oh, you don't see me baby


Oh, oh, oh, oh baby
The invisible man
You don't see me girl
But I love you
Yes, I love you
The invisible man
Oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah
The invisible man
Baby, baby, baby, yeah
The invisible man

Gniliamil signing off. Nitez ~